I told him…
I am the type of person that is not really good at lying. I am completely honest esp when somebody asks me about something. Yes, I know how to lie, but it’s just not healthy. So I told him. I told him I slept over at another guy’s house. I told him I got drunk. He asked what did I do. And I told him that me and the guy had sex. What did he tell me?? “Nessa. That shit really hurt but Fuck it. It happened & we can’t change it. Just don’t do it anymore & I will forget about it.”
Do you want to know what else he said??
“I still love you Nessa.”
That meant the world to me. For somebody that I’m not even in a relationship with to tell me that they still love me, really was beautiful. I am going to straighten up my act & be a better person for him. Yeah I know it sounds weird, but I had sex because I wanted to please myself, but in reality I hurt someone else. No more of that. If he’s not my boyfriend or shoot possibly not my husband, I will not let him in me. This guy still loves me even after I did one of the worst things possibly to him. For that, I am grateful & there won’t be a next time.
When I Lie To My Mom And She Finds Out:
When I Tell The Truth Straight Up :
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